The way I feel tonight

Dear Papa God,

Is it too much to ask for extreme patience, understanding and optimism? Because it's literally running out already.

Lately, I had been experiencing a lot of heartaches from someone whom I expected to support me in every decision that I make, be it good or bad. After all, it's for a long term goal. Yet much to my disappointment, my day always start and end with a lot of painful words being thrown at me. Now, I'm not even sure what "through thick and thin" really meant anymore.


I never regretted making mistakes in life, even if it meant falling and standing back again. I never regretted going through a rough road, even at times when the road is full of piercing stones and the only choice I have to move on is to walk without any shoes on.

To be honest Father, even if I had no regrets, I still can't take off the thoughts of giving up and going back to the place where I feel that I really belong, home. If only I didn't have any children to think of or any responsibilities to face, I would be glad to just leave everything behind and go back to where I started.

At times that I'm at my lowest, I try to put on a poker face and smile like there's nothing wrong. At times, I wanted to drown myself with beer just to cover the pain that I feel even if it's just a temporary solution.

Right now, Father, I feel lost, drained and empty. But I am going to choose the greater good: move on and assure myself that I'm doing the right thing.

Please help me understand all these things Father.

Love, Sweepz

Megastoon what?

I'm sure a lot of my social network media friends were wondering if my accounts were hacked. I kept on posting a link about online earning through Megastoon.

So, to answer your question, no, my account isn't hacked. To be honest, I was also as skeptical as you were before I started. I saw this link from one of my facebook friends, Zsa Zsa Ong Sai. She told me that she had been generating dollars after dollars of doing nothing.

When she confirmed that she joined this and this wasn't a spam, I had to check it out. Ok, so here is another screen capture I did. The earlier one was posted 2 blog posts earlier than this.

 

So, I now have a total of $373.00 and counting. If you're asking how this thing works, I'm also posting below the FAQs found on the member's page.

So, right now, I'm still waiting for this account to reach $1000. That will be the time when I can tell you if this is legit or not. LOL!

Anyway, I do hope you'll click on the link I'll post below. The sooner it will reach the max amount, the sooner we'll find out if this thing really works. ;)

Megastoon Link 1

Megastoon Link 2